hollis (they/them) currently studying classics and archaeology.
m mom and brother are upstairs laughing at how stupid it was people thought hillary would win. how fucking hilarious it is that a rapist with no political experience won the white house. isn’t it just fucking hysterical it is that people are terrified of a white supremacist and man who encourages torturing gay kids are now the president and vice president. my god it’s just so fucking funny that you lesbian daughter is hearing this, mom. isn’t it funny? wow she just loves hearing that you think it’s just a fucking joke!!!
also i know im probably not going to get accepted into any of the colleges and this probably isnt going to happen but this is the only thing keeping me from sobbing rn so let me live in my little bliss bubble
a man got on the bus and shouted “WHO ELSE VOTED FOR TRUMP AND IS DAMN PROUD OF IT” and people didn’t even look at him bc public transportation but still he’s two rows behind me and i’m so fucking happy another woman sat behind me two stops ago
i honestly wanted to die last night but that’s also what pence wants and i am, if nothing else, a creature fueled by spite.
my mom yelled at me for not immediately registering for another semester here like fuck no i wasn’t joking about going to college abroad or straight up moving i need the money bitch i’m out of here
i’ve got a half hour car ride with my mother who voted trump and she’s calling me a “fucking retard” for being upset and i’m about to start crying again
i can’t even cry as loud as i want to because my cat is sleeping on me and i don’t want to wake him up because if there’s one good thing in my life it’s him and i want to go to sleep and i never want to wake up
i want to die
im literally sobbing and dry heaving right now but like dissociating like fucking crazy
i dont want to live here anymore