hollis (they/them) currently studying classics and archaeology.
today i found out that while i previously thought there were three gay girls at work, including myself, the third new girl we hired is also gay! i found this out when we were talking about the election and i said how i’m getting irish citizenship and she said to take her with me and i, with no filter, said “sure, you just gotta marry me and you get full citizenship there too!”
and she joked she’d have to talk it over with her girlfriend and i.
it’s just such a great feeling to find out someone else is gay. like u feel so safe and happy and i just
my sister and i were talking about barkimedes name and she said he needs a more “american” sounding name and my other sister said trump and i said we should rename him clinton and my mom overheard and got ridiculously fucking mad. like she went “you might as well name him bitch! or demon! or corrupt liar”
so anyway this is my dog newly christened Hillary Rodham Clinton’s Biggest Fan And Most Loyal And Ardent Supporter
i’m gonna call him clinton or clint for short
nobody in the usa is a virgin anymore because the electoral college just fucked us all
i dont want trump in the white house. not just in a president way, but, like, physically. i dont want him tainting where the obamas lived with his filth. he has his own tower let him stay there.
i gotta say, having bpd and following this is a fucking trip. i’m furious, sobbing, laughing at random shit, in like a fucking cycle.
we did not deserve obama but we needed him and im going to miss him so much
i legitimately do not think i can go into work because im sobbing and i look fucking wrecked and there’s very little chance i can go and pretend to be happy and nice to customers
my mom wanted to send my brother to a conversion camp when he was like eight? seven? maybe younger, tbh. he wanted to go to ballet with me (mainly, he admitted, because he wanted to hang out with me and go out for food after. he really just wanted bagels twice a week for breakfast)
and he told my mom and asked if he could have one of my tutus and my parents flipped the fuck out. the literally wanted to send him to a conversion camp.
he was a literal child. he was in fucking elementary school. and my mom still fucking jokes about it. he grew up into a trump supporter and he’s laughing, right now, at hillary’s speech. my sister and i brought up pence’s stance on it and my mom went “hey, danny almost went there!” and they all crack up laughing at it. she fully admits she would have sent a young child to be psychologically tortured if he had, in fact, been gay. at the end of the day she admits she just didnt want to send him because of the costs. she just didnt want to fucking pay for it. too far away, and gas is expensive!
she said, and this is a quote “children should do what their parents say. and what works, works!”
so yeah, mom, when you say “hey emily are you alright? you can tell my anything” i want to be like no, mom. i actually fucking cant. because you’re repeatedly stated if you had an openly gay child you would try to change them. no i’m not telling you jack shit
