like, i get that jurgen leitner is a shitty old man, but at the same time, like, i get it. you tell me “there are fucked up books that do weird things when you read them” and i am 100% on board with finding them just to see what happens.
“i wanted to collect them to protect people” bro it’s okay. you can just say you wanted to see what would happen cause it’s cool. i have the same urge whenever i see brightly colored chemicals in a lab and want to mix them.