hollis (they/them) currently studying classics and archaeology.
i used to be scared of geting drunk b/c my parents are shtitty drunks but it turns out all i do is tell people how smart and cool and great they are and it makes me happy b/c i was always so worried that i was a bad person who would be a mean drunk
in field school i literally just told everyone how smart they were and how honored i was to know them and everyone was like :) i feel the same and i would cry. 2022 marks 10 years since my last suicide attempt. im so happy i survived im so honored and happy to have experienced the things i have even if it means going through tough times. to everyone i know that life seems impossible. i know that sometimes it seems impossible to see anything positive in your future but i promise you it’s possible. i promise that it’s never impossible for things to get better. i promise that no matter how hopeless and miserable it seems there are people who would mourn your passing. i know your brain will tell you it’s pointless that you’re the exception to the rule but your brain is wrong. you can always ask for support and the will always be people willing to support you. depression and mental illness are the hardest things in the world and it’s not fair that it takes so much effort to go through it but i promise you it will be worth it. things can improve and you have to believe it. sometimes seeing tomorrow is the hardest challenge you have ever faced but i promise it’s worth it.