hollis (they/them) currently studying classics and archaeology.
lmao the writers keep making a point of how cullen’s suffering in kinloch hold was so terrible because he was forced to face demons over and over and had to resist giving into them and shit and im like wow dude that sounds really harrowing it is totally wrong to make someone face demons by themselves especially if they were, i dont know, youngish ppl maybe? maybe people told that they had to face demons and go through the fade and if they didnt do it right they would be killed or made tranquil? terrible, dude. terrible.
and everyone points out (including myself in the past) how he had to watch most of his friends die, and how awful that must have been. yeah, must have been awful to see your brethren put through trial by fire and not know whether they’d survive, not know if you’d survive later on, when you go through the same things they went through.